It settles underneath my skin Never loud but never leaves Finds me when I’m by myself With nothing left to distract me I tried to figure it out Follow it back to the start But every time I get close It just falls apart I hold it in, it comes right back No way around it Help me get this weight off me Every second pulls me down Help me clear my head again Even when you're not around Help me fight it taking over Every time I’m on my own Help me fill the space you left You're the cold I carry home THE COLD I CARRY HOME The first breath i took After i left the door I clutched at my chest And couldn't breathe anymore Now its something beneath That crawls out of me In the silent parts At least at the start i didn't have a choice was forced to slip away and carry my own weight had to turn, let you fade was ready for the pressure ready to isolate so i packed my memories and left you all alone LEFT THIS BROKEN HOME I reach out nothing there Still feel you everywhere Every part you left behind Still pounds inside my chest I try to tear you out of me But it won’t FUCKING REST! Help me get this weight off me Every second pulls me down Help me clear my head again Even when you're not around Help me fight it taking over Every time I’m on my own Help me fill the space you left You're the cold I carry home THE COLD I CARRY HOME