I wake beneath the ceiling of my doubt Shadows breathe between the cracks of thought Every step I take is slow and low Something moves where I don’t look It knows my name, it knows my shape A silent weight upon my spine I never see its eyes Yet I feel it climb ああ 心の底で 何かが 這いまわる 声にならない叫びを 抱きしめたまま 崩れてゆく I trace the scars along the wall Counting days I couldn’t stand The closer I pretend to be whole The deeper it begins to crawl It feeds on fear I never spoke It sleeps inside my breath I hold my light so tight But it leaks through the cracks ああ 消えない影が 私を 縛りつける 祈りさえも 静かに 這いずって 夜を満たす If I let it speak Would it sound like me? If I let it live Would I finally breathe? No teeth, no claws Just endless need A crawling truth Under my skin ああ 消えない影が 私を 縛りつける 祈りさえも 静かに 這いずって 夜を満たす ああ それでも生きて 這いながら オマエを呼ぶ 弱さごと この胸で 光へと 連れていけ I don’t crush it I don’t run I walk with it Until the dawn
