Slipping

Help me, before I ruin myself Help me ,this is my cry for help I fight to survive. I can’t do it alone I’m so sad, but it hasn’t shown I hide my feelings deep down inside I smile despite the cries... inside I’m fine, I’m okay, these lies I’ll say, Truth is I’m far from being okay Help me, before I ruin myself Help me, this is my cry for help I fight to survive. I can’t do it alone I’m so sad, but it hasn’t shown I don’t want to bring you down If I tell you, I’ll feel like a clown Everyone has something going wrong But I’ve felt beat down far too long Help me, before I ruin myself Help me this is my cry for help I fight to survive I can’t do it alone I’m so sad but it hasn’t shown This pain that I’m feeling from being down Has me under the water about to drown I am buried alive under the self-hate No light, no air, no hope, no escape If this the edge I’m slipping down My fingers clawing grasping at ground They say it’s darkest before light of day It’s pitch black and I’m fading away I’m in my own prison trying to escape I’m screaming, I’m needing to get out this place Help me! Save me. Am I saying it out loud, this time? I need help, or am I just screaming this in my mind? God hear me now lift these burdens away Give me the hope I need to survive another day (Help me) help me help myself (Save me) there’s almost nothing left Help me, before I ruin myself (help me) Help me this is my cry for help (help me) I fight to survive I can’t do it alone (save me) I’m so sad but it hasn’t shown (save me)