
FLANDERS — THE WAR CAME HOME WITH ME
[Intro — distant military snare, solitary cello; exhausted female whisper] The guns have stopped. Why am I still listening? [Verse 1 — intimate female contralto; restrained, almost conversational] They hung the flags above the square; The church bells shook the street. I watched a boy salute his father And could not lift my feet. At supper, someone dropped a spoon. I reached for what was gone. They filled the silence up with kindness. I left the uniform on. [Pre-Chorus — low strings gathering; distant snare continues] No orders left to answer. No sentry at the door. I still wake counting voices And come up short once more. [Chorus — slow, devastating female belt; immense guitars and mournful orchestra] They told me that the war was over— But it never ended me. I carried Flanders through the doorway; Now it sleeps where I should sleep. The war came home with me. It settled underneath my skin. And every time the world goes quiet, I hear the guns begin. [Verse 2 — weary female lead; cello against a slow, heavy pulse] I learned the names of foreign streets And slept beneath a different sky. I bought the finest wine they had And watched the evening pass me by. A woman laid her hand on mine; I wanted so to want her there. I let her leave before the morning And hated that I didn’t care. [Pre-Chorus — voice becoming more exposed] I kept on chasing something stronger, Something that could reach me still. Every pleasure lost its meaning. Every quiet room would fill. [Chorus — powerful female lead; restrained female choir beneath] They told me that the war was over— But it never ended me. I carried Flanders through the doorway; Now it sleeps where I should sleep. The war came home with me. It settled underneath my skin. And every time the world goes quiet, I hear the guns begin. [Bridge — drums disappear; bare cello and close female voice] I’d trade the ribbon on my chest For one unguarded day— To hear a door close down the hall And let it be a door again. They say the years will make it distant. They say the living must move on. But every night I hear them calling, And every morning they are gone. [Instrumental Lament — brief cello melody answered by slow, weeping guitar; snare recedes] [Final Verse — India, 1921; quiet female contralto, faint unfamiliar music-box motif] India. Nineteen twenty-one. A little box of black and gold. They spoke of pleasures past all measure, Of things no mortal heart could hold. Its perfect edges caught the lamplight. I set my glass beside the bed. And felt beneath the old familiar silence A hunger I had thought was dead. [Final Refrain — female voice rising; orchestra swells without resolution] They told me that the war was over— But it never ended me. Now something waits beneath my fingers, Promising what I cannot see. [Outro — cello falls silent; close female whisper] Such a small thing. To promise so much. [One suspended music-box note. Silence.]

