Verse 1 Woke up with a storm behind my eyes Pins and needles crawling up my spine Left side shaking like a dying wire Body turning traitor overnight Doctors speaking in fluorescent tones Like they're reading weather from my bones Every hallway smells like antiseptic rain Every answer sounds the same Pre-Chorus And I hate How everybody says be strong When my own hands Don't feel like mine at all Chorus There's static in my veins Black water in my lungs I scream into the mirror But the mirror comes undone Every step feels dangerous Every night's a loaded gun I'm learning how to disappear Without going anywhere Verse 2 My friends still talk like nothing changed Like I still move the same way But my shadow drags behind my feet Like it belongs to someone weak I miss the body I used to know The one before the overload Now every nerve burns white and cold Like broken neon in the snow Pre-Chorus And I know You can see it in my face The fear I can't medicate away Chorus There's static in my veins Black water in my lungs I scream into the mirror But the mirror comes undone Every step feels dangerous Every night's a loaded gun I'm learning how to disappear Without going anywhere Bridge I don't wanna be remembered As a hospital machine Or another name they whisper In exhausted waiting rooms I still have fire in me somewhere Buried underneath the ruin Even if my body forgets me I won't forget who I am Final Chorus There's static in my veins But my heart still kicks and screams And I refuse to fade away Into fluorescent dreams Every scar inside my nerves Every shattered piece of me Still fights against the silence Still begs to be seen.
