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Deep Roots (SA-SO x ANIMALMONK)

I'm entirely numb, there's a quiet in my head Where the panic used to be, now it's empty instead I'm so fucking tired of playing it strong Pretending I'm fine as the world moves along I've been here before, looking up from the dirt Too broken to move and too hollow to hurt You washed your hands, walked away, got the dirt off your skin But I'm stuck here scraping the residue and I don't know when I'll be done... Now you're checking your watches, while I'm still checking the ground You packed up your grief and just turned around It's easy to heal when you lived on the surface It's easy to walk when the leaving don't hurt you But I'm tearing up earth, I'm screaming out loud 'Cause deep roots rip out more on the way out I'm dropping the mask. Let the pieces just fall. I'm too fucking tired to carry it all. If it's shattered, it's shattered, I'll leave it right there. I don't have the strength or the will to repair. And it's fine if I'm broken. It's fine if I stay. Just watching the rest of the world walk away. Let it ache, let it burn, let it tear me apart I'm not rushing the mend on a bleeding out heart Yeah the roots ripped away and they hollowed the ground And I'm making my peace with the hole that I found I'll carry the damage, even if I'm alone I'm broken, I'm breathing, I'm down to the bone You washed your hands, walked away, got the dirt off your skin But I'm stuck here scraping the residue and I don't know when I'll be done... Now you're checking your watches, while I'm still checking the ground You packed up your grief and just turned around It's easy to heal when you lived on the surface It's easy to walk when the leaving don't hurt you But I'm tearing up earth, I'm screaming out loud 'Cause deep roots rip out more on the way out deep roots rip out more on the way out ... deep roots rip out more on the way out