Missing you

I miss you and yet never fully knew you everything that I’m going through. I just everything I wish I could just give you a call, but I can’t because you’re gone in such a drastic way where now I have to heal from the pain and guess why why aren’t you here right now About to take this trip with me to meet everybody for the first time? Why did you leave so abruptly with no clues of your wise why do you keep coming in my dreams the last time you were a hologram and you tried to tell me something, but you couldn’t but you had a worried look on your face. I see Raven every single day sometimes chasing the hawk in the hawk sorry smarter so the hot flies higher and higher until the crow gives up I really do miss you. That was a connection that nothing ever physical ever even took place. It was all about the mind and the soul. I was completely the friendship that we had and business partners bomb business partners I’ve been wanting to make a documentary my whole life and here you come we make a docuseries while we start to have like the 10 teasers all written out already until we make the first one in two days Cause that was our deadline. I can’t say that I can’t do this without you, but I really didn’t want to do this without you. I leave Tuesday to go meet most of the people in the books that we wrote bro and guess what your roommate married your baby mama I know fucked up huh but true I can’t write this stuff. I can’t make it up and yet it’s happening like all these things just wacky wacky wacky wacky the last organization that I was a part of he did some wacky stuff too. A man is probably gonna spend life in prison. I miss you, bro.