BARELY BREATHING || WAS IT WORTH IT ALL

Another cold day wasted, let it all unfold Trying to forget all the fucking lies I was told So sick of being wasted Sick of pointless conversations So sick of being sick of being this I can't fucking (take it) Pull me back before I dive in to the deep end Trying to sink before I let it all cave in So sick of being this way I really thought that I could make it So numb from breaking down, breaking down, breaking.... I can't fucking (shake it) I’m holding my breath just to keep from screaming Every day feels like I’m barely breathing I don’t wanna break but it’s dragging me down So close to shattering but I don’t make a sound I’m fighting like hell just to feel like I’m healing But I’m still at the edge of a fate I’m concealing I don’t wanna break but I’m falling apart I’m so sick of holding together my heart Another long night wasted, I can’t even sleep Tried to forget but the cracks still cut too deep So sick of being hopeless Sick of drowning in the moment So sick of being sick of being this it’s fucking relentless Pulled apart before I’m mended, I can’t slow down! Trying to breathe but I’m still about to blackout. So sick of being this way, I really thought that I could face it So numb from breaking down, breaking down... breaking.. I can’t fucking (shake it) I’m holding my breath just to keep from screaming Every day feels like I’m barely breathing I don’t wanna break but it’s dragging me down So close to shattering but I don’t make a sound I’m fighting like hell just to feel like I’m healing But I’m still at the edge of a fate I’m concealing I don’t wanna break but I’m falling apart I’m so sick of holding together my heart