[Intro] No hay mapa Solo espejos Y a veces Ni eso [Verse 1] Eyes out full of bullshit so I look in Everybody sell peace like a product I ain't buying Truth ugly at the mirror talk reckless Show me who I been ducking who I been neglecting They say rise above like gravity polite Like the past don't grab ankles every fucking night I been nodding through advice I don't respect Smiling in rooms that drain the shit off my chest I chased applause 'til my breath got thin Now I sit with the quiet and let it talk its shit Ain't no halo here just habits and scars Just me and my thoughts going bar for bar [Chorus] Mira para adentro Donde vive el centro No es fuera, no es lejos Lo real es lento [Verse 2] Yeah, peace and quiet don't smell like sage Sometimes it sounds like sitting with the rage Sometimes it means admitting you fucked up bad Not blame your mom, your city, or your dad City yelling everybody got a take I mute that shit for my sanity sake Guard my silence like it's contraband 'Cause noise turn humans into spam Not every wing get a post or a toast Some just mean you ain't a ghost I don't flex survival like a badge I'm just glad I ain't snap, fuck a brag [Chorus] Mira para adentro Donde vive el centro No es fuera, no es lejos Lo real es lento [Verse 3] Fuck a mood, that phrase a lot I've been holding shit together with wire and pride I've been calling on peace of mind Just so I don't have to reopen mine They tell me heal but don't tell me how Just breathe like that fix it now Like trauma don't camp in the fucking spine Like my pulse don't jump at a tone just right I swallowed anger 'til that shit turned acid Burned holes through patience left me passive If so yeah I cuss when I talk to God 'Cause clean words never fit this job I'm not enlightened, I'm irritated still Jealous, bitter, overstimulated But at least I'm done with fake as zen I'd rather be honest than pretend again I don't love myself every day Some days I tolerate the motherfucker Some days I want to shake him Some days I forgive him That inconsistency That's human I've been kind to everyone but me That shit heroic 'til it bleed I've been saying yes out of fear of loss Paid interest on that fucking cost I don't need more mantras or quotes I need rest without guilt in my throat Need nights where my chest don't race Need to stop treating calm like a phase So when I say mira para adentro I mean in a steady thing I curated demons I mean sitting with the shit you avoid 'Til it loses grip, 'til it loses voice (Sin excusas) (Sin disfraces) (Sin disfraces) [Chorus] Mira para adentro Donde vive el centro No es fuera, no es lejos Lo real es lento Lo real es lento Lo real es lento [Outro] No hay mapa No hay
