Been

[Intro] [Hook] Been an angel, Been a heathen demons in my Head screamin, Been the villain, Blood on my hands, But they aint bleedin, Never found meaning Till I found myself healing, Prayin up to God kneelin, please keep my demons out my feelings. (Been an angel... been a demon) (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) [Verse 1] What, you think it doesnt Get exhausting being me?, Think cause I aint chasin checks And analytics i don't feel pressure And heat?, like i aint aware the shit I stand on and preach, might alienate The ones I love or make em hate who They see?, truth is G, if I had it in me Id just mind my fucking business and Focus on peace, maybe focus on me, Maybe just maybe, That aint my choice though, The world i see on the screen makes My fucking heart bleed, till I feel like Its bled out and the fucker doesnt beat. Hate sounding like im preaching, But I cant be another face in the crowd Trying to sell people meaning, To me it never felt anything short Of deceit, to push someone towards The floor to get myself to the ceiling, just not who I'm gonna be. [Bridge] (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) [Verse 2] I've been why me, Try me, balled up On myself crying, felt like Living with all my heart, Just as easily felt like dying, Every move I ever made came with Doubt and bad timing, until I met a family that saw me underneath The grime G, now I cant help But think, there's something better On the horizon see. Pick yo self up, I know dog, the world's fucked, And im sorry for that, but its how we come up, built rough, I might have a chip on my shoulder, Exterior tough, but this a moment For me to tell yall it aint nothing but love, All the drama, the broken friends, Seem big and abrupt, till you remember The bigger world outside We all try to ignore when its rough, No matter where this rock spins, No matter how many journeys round The sun, if you ride I fucking love you, And ill ride until that sun dont Come up. [Bridge] (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) [Hook] Been an angel, Been a heathen demons in my Head screamin, Been the villain, Blood on my hands, But they aint bleedin, Never found meaning Till I found myself healing, Prayin up to God kneelin, please keep my demons out my feelings. (Been an angel... been a demon) (Been an angel... Oh, been a demon) [Outro]