I waited for it to hurt. It didn't. Your picture stayed a picture. Your name passed by. I loved you less today. I hated that. I loved you less today. You would have wanted that. The hurt keeps getting smaller. You do too. The hurt keeps getting smaller. You do too. less today less today less less today Someone said your name tonight. I barely felt it land. For a second I was proud of that. Then I wished I wasn't fine. I loved you less today. I hated that. I loved you less today. You would have wanted that. less today less today you missing from me less today Someday your name will land like any other word. Maybe that's freedom. Maybe that's peace. Maybe that's anagapesis. anagapesis less today anagapesis less today The worst part is knowing one day I won't.
