Below this line, you won't find the letter 'E' =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- I wish I could go back to a now that is lost A now you and I had, but was thrown at cost I know what I'm asking is too much But that past both of us did carry I think can still bring us a bit of lush. So can you finally say it: did you throw away my socks? My flamboyant cyan socks! A crossroad, location unknown in our past days, both of us splitting to our untold drifting ways. You: Oblivious to our always, carrying on, But I? I'm in pain, asking things about us I wish did not go wrong In what situation did I drop my socks!? You would think I would at a minimum know in what spot! And you! you know you could find a way to bring that wool in my sight! But no you do not: you only stay moving without I! [Chorus] You always run away from all that is unknown And all your words stay missing, from what was shown. That "us" born from you and I carry a thing that is lost But from what is now known, you did throw away my socks! (My flamboyant cyan socks!) That "who" that built us did not do so for this world, but our sight got to it anyway. A "us" that was strong and mighty and would carry far away. It was in that thought that was born our unity, your insight, my pragmatism, in balancing harmony! So happy, in both our pair of socks! A craft of wool and sumptuous colorful spots! All born from a wish, a wish both of us should carry. But, as ticks, tacks, clicks and clocks would not stop, our drift was born. And as it would not stop it's growth...a split took form! And I know you took away my socks! But truth is: I would not know now how to hold you right. I had too many flaws and all could carry a fight. I built what I could from that "I" you saw in our past That girl that would laugh with you, That girl truth brought to you But what you want, is not what I am now. I know, I try, but you saw its last burning flight! What you saw was proof I was at a turning point in my transformation into night, too far lost, too down away to still know what was right. I think my cyan socks did show as too much Flamboyantly clutching my bottom hands snug! [Chorus] Why am I running away from all that I know!? Without any word to say only thinking about our missing days! You know, That "us" born from you and I carry an always that is lost But from what I think I know, that color was way too much! OHhhh, flamboyant cyan sucks! I wish I could show growth from all it is that I lack I wish I could go back and still crown us intact To a us that was oblivious to shifts, To a us that could chant within our grasp. In our socks, our old silly black socks But I was too blind so I stood still In my flamboyant cyan wool You had all you may call right to drop your will I brought you pain, and now I know... That I must allow you to go. Allow you to go! You took flight, at a now I could only stall... You saw only black socks show a worth in showing warmth But your fault it was not, it's my anchor to carry that. In my flamboyant cyan socks and silly hat But I do hold a wish for you: find what you truly long for. What I wasn't for you. But that also to you, our past do not go lost, that you carry it still and always. Carry it into a now that is not past or now, but a now that will! Carry that canvas of my socks in your mind... always [Chorus] Why do I always run away from what is unknown!? And all my words stay missing, from what was shown But that "us" born from you and I carry an always that is now lost And from what I now know, you also had to pay a cost It's my now sumptuous blackpink socks You may not look back, and it's alright. Akin to I, moving forward, always. But I'll still think about that song, And how you sang it all along. May you walk without a scar, I’ll walk too, far. Into a far I want as far as far is still a truthful wish. And at that point.... I'll still go into a faraway far, into a now that is not our "now" now, an horizon that I'll follow as long as I can stay with air in my lungs. Always carrying that past of us along, for it brings to a path without poison... and without you. [Outro] So I'll stay moving... Forward.... Always... For always... In my sumptuous and jolly blackpink socks
