[Verse 1] I should have told you All I had inside But I kept the pain and anger Deep inside my heart [Verse 2] Behind a door made of black wood And I hid the key Swallowing the pain Buried the sorrow in the earth [Chorus] Carried the memories like stones It was heavy and I was all alone All alone [Verse 3] My heart is crying out Louder than my voice A waterfall in me Breaking down every wall And the earth cries out Choirs in thousand halls [Verse 4] Black wood turns to red Flames make it fall Reveals all the blood And a tower tall I can't stop the stairs Making me move on Reaching higher and higher Who were you who cared Where were you who cared? [Chorus] Why did you leave me a tower And not a smile? What did I do? Did I make you build your wall? [Bridge] I'm reaching higher and higher Deeper into the pain I can't stop the wind Tearing me apart I see all your sins Like grey clouds in the blue, blue sky [Verse 5] My cries reach the top I know not where it is I keep on walking higher Losing track of the ground [Verse 6] My feet hurt so bad But I must find out See the hole in the sky That you wanted so bad A hole of freedom Breaks in the wall [Chorus] I keep on moving higher Feeling lighter now Somebody pull me to the ground Tell me who I am Take away the pollution in my mind So clear thoughts can shine [Verse 7] I know not where I am It's all white around Am I in my dreams? Or with you, my only mom? Or am I just lost in clouds With no way out? [Outro] I fall out to the light Can somebody help me please I fall out to the light Can somebody help me please It all keeps moving on Makes me feel sick I fall to the ground Everything turns dark Cleared me from haunting thoughts Illusions in my mind But I am not much safe Now and then everything turns bad I must know who you are, mother And what you brought of good to me I know the bad now Let me feel the good Feel the good, feel the good Let me feel the good Feel the good, feel the good I'm sure you understand I'm not a crazy boy [Outro] So listen to me, mom Before it's too late Give me strength and light In my search of dark For darkness clears me up When it becomes light I know you understand But I must stop now Got no more time It all keeps moving on Please help me mum
