Losing Hold of Me

[Verse 1] Something’s sinking into me lately No, I don’t know who I am anymore Feels like the air is collapsing in And the shadows clawing at my door, oh Out of my mind, how many nights did I tell you I’m no good at fighting alone? Yeah, it’s pulling the breath from me, trying my best to keep From peeling the weight from my bones — don’t you know [Chorus] I lose control When you're not next to me (When you're not here with me) I'm falling apart right in front of you, can’t you see? I lose control When you're not next to me, mhm Yeah, you’re tearing me wide open You make a wreck of me [Verse 2] Problematic Problem is I crave your fire like a storm, like a force tragic Bad patterns feel like fate when I’m with you Yeah, I swear I could stand on my own But I want that wild full-moon dark magic and it takes two Problematic Problem is when I touch you, I’m an addict And I need some release, your breath in my teeth Can’t see the meaning underneath Got me down on my knees, darlin’, please — oh [Chorus] I lose control When you're not next to me (When you're not here with me) I'm falling apart right in front of you, can’t you see? I lose control When you're not next to me, mhm Yeah, you’re tearing me wide open You make a wreck of me [Instrumental Break — violins weaving with clean guitars, deep bass swell, cinematic drums rise] [Chorus] I lose control When you're not here with me, mm I'm falling apart right in front of you, can’t you see? I lose control When you're not here with me, mhm Yeah, you’re tearing me wide open You make a wreck of me