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White Widow (Spoken)

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sixteen with the weight of the world lodged behind our eyes witnessed way too much before our time saw shit no kid should ever recognise did shit no kid should ever exercise pressure and sirens led us close to early ends kids too young to carry what our parents left us in they got us high then got us drunk really didnt care where we was toking the cheapest smoke that could fill our lungs plugging the cheapest dealers to pill our tongues Mum drank through the night and day Dad vanished into drifts left to learn love as a “you guys alright” from whoever had a spliff fuck, hope was the last bus, and we kept on missing it white in the bottle white in the bag will there be white on the ward when they fasten my tag you cant call it choice when just living was priced for kids without a quid and nowhere safe for the night they gave us white lightning they gave us white widow they gave us white powder they wondered why we burnt out little by little burnt out little by little they gave us white lightning they gave us white widow they gave us white powder they made sure we burnt out little by little you know what, Im sick of making this shit artistic I aint holding it in no more, fuck it, Im blasting this bitch fuck you you all called us feral while you give us what made us sick how do you fail at your parental shit then blamed how your babies lived maybe neglects hereditry but we were the ones breaking it making it so every promise aint some fake arse counterfeit howd you judged how we survived inside the wreckage that you placed us in while we were sixteen on the streets with a carry cot bin bags and a fucking shaking kid midnight with no address, just lost on the pavement shit you fucking promised us some kind of safety net then fucking severed it when we really needed to bail in it fuck you drunk in the hallway while I warmed my babys bottle up 2AM in the morning you walked in with a plan of causing our falling any way you fucking could her food offended you somehow and apparently I made you hostile so you made two kids with a kid homeless, and left us to the hostles then slept like it was me that was awful dickhead you ever been a teen and sent to fill out forms at the council desks no where every moment feels like youll lose your kid based on your answer to the question that comes next no how about sitting there watching them call every member of your family to help, and not a single one says yes no thought not bet you couldnt place a pin on one building where your granddaughter slept thats cos you never went to check, never brought nappies, milk or bread Id be willing to place a bet that you couldnt fucking point to any of her postcodes with a gun to your head fuck off you fucking tit they gave us white lightning they gave us white widow they gave us white powder they gave us white lightning they gave us white widow they gave us white powder they gave us white lightning they gave us white widow they gave us white powder they did everything in their power to make sure we burnt out little by little © 2026 Hotwife of Pi. All rights reserved. All lyrics are original works written and published under the name Hotwife of Pi and are protected by applicable copyright law. No part of these lyrics may be copied, reproduced, republished, distributed, adapted, performed, recorded, transmitted, used for artificial intelligence or machine-learning training, or otherwise exploited, in whole or in part, without prior written permission from the copyright holder, except where permitted by law.