[Intro — Palm-muted distorted electric guitar riff; deep 808 slowly enters. Close-mic inhale, low tense chest voice.] [Chorus — Bitter half-sung melodic trap. Start controlled, rasp harder each couplet; brief throat-scraped half-screams on “CONFINED,” “BURNED,” and “EARNED.” Cut “Just go” short and cold.] It’s been some years, already dried those tears So why you creeping up on me like you always somewhere so near You’ve had your time, but now i call it mine Don’t you know that you had blew it so why you keep me here just all confined You’re in mah past, you lost your chance Don’t you ever seem to get it, stop reaching out now once again You’ve been burned, this hate was earned Just go.. it’s not your turn [Verse 1 — Four different pockets.] [S1 — Low intimate melody; rasp GAVE / SAVED / ENGRAVED / CRAVE.] God I fucken wish I can just erase every single touch you gone an gave Every stupid broken promise that I done gone held and saved The way you had holed up in my heart like you somehow engraved Wanna go an rip it all away cause babe it’s not you that I crave [S2 — Fast clipped trap rap; jump melodically on SIDEWALK / STORES / RINGS / DRIVE.] Why does every single sidewalk remind me of are late walks every night Every stupid store I pass I look an see just your goddamn ghost inside Every time that my phone rings still hope it’s you god I won’t deny Why do I see you everywhere, down every single fucken road I drive [S3 — Deep syncopated chest flow; snarl “embedded,” “damn self,” and “always near.”] You’ve gone on an embedded your damn self, into my daily routine Not here but somehow always near, crazy I know how that always seem Thought I forgot about that smile, that you had on there just for me But every corner that I go look, you’re waiting there just like I dreamed [S4 — Raw rising melody; hold DAY / BAY / AWAY, rasp-scream “INGRAINED.”] Wish I forgot about your touch, that somehow went an eased my day Wish I forgot about that laugh, that set my every fear at bay Wish I forgot about those eyes, that never seemed to look away But I can never forget you, now that you’ve gone enslaved my brain [Chorus — Wider guitar, harder 808s, more raw cracks.] It’s been some years, already dried those tears So why you creeping up on me like you always somewhere so near You’ve had your time, but now i call it mine Don’t you know that you had blew it so why you keep me here just all confined You’re in mah past, you lost your chance Don’t you ever seem to get it, stop reaching out now once again You’ve been burned, this hate now earned Just go.. it’s not your turn [Verse 2 / Bridge — Four distinct sections.] [S1 — Aggressive rapid trap pocket; snarl every line, half-scream “DEAD.”] You don’t get to somehow stay, when you already gone got up and left You don’t get not another say, when you gone dropped me for someone else instead You don’t get to take up any space, not here not there not in my head You Don’t deserve not another thought, when to me you already gone good an dead [S2 — Guitar and sub pull back; low vulnerable voice, then raw climb into TONIGHT.] Remember when you told me, there was no one else like me Don’t you remember all the times you said, I should go out chasing my dreams Every fucken time you held me tight, and told me gotta do what I think is right Well babe... I’m listening… I’m doing this for me tonight [S3 — Icy and contemptuous; melodic falls on DISGUST / MISTRUST / RUST / LUST.] So every time you’re here in my dreams, I just sit an watch you with disgust Every time I go see your face, all Im left with now is mah mistrust Every memory that you’re in, I let it sit and turn to rust Every place you’ve ever been, now laced with a disregard I seem to lust [S4 — Ruthless fast pocket; harsh rasp on CRUEL / FOOL, WRONG / GIRL; slow half-scream on “LOVER.”] Call me indifferent call me cruel, it’s not my head you gonna make a fool Call me hateful call me wrong, sorry for you but you ain’t my girl Call me whatever fucken name, that can help you sleep at night Just don’t ever call me lover, that name gone ripped out of my life [Final Chorus — Full guitar and 808 eruption. Defiant, raspy, cracked; last line nearly a cappella.] It’s been some years, already dried those tears You’re done with creeping up on me like you always somewhere near You’ve had your time, but now it’s mine You just had to go and blow it you’re done just keeping me confined You’re in mah past, you lost your chance I don’t care ‘bout if you get it you won’t be reaching out again You’ve been burned, this hate now earned Just go.. you’ve had your turn [Outro — Guitar ring-out, low 808 decay, dry breath.]
