I leave the room then check my phone like maybe it’ll change what we both already know I make you explain what you already said then I pick at one word till it becomes something else I know when I’m doing it that’s what makes it worse I watch the whole thing happen still I can't escape this curse you can count on me to fuck it up get everything I ever wanted ‘N decide it’s not enough make you feel guilty for calling my bluff yeah, you can count on me to fuck it up you tell me you're fine so I leave it alone then hate that I did knowing something is wrong I’ll wait for you to ask then say never mind like somehow you should know something I can’t even describe there’s no big reason no lesson underneath just me making choices then hating what they bring you can count on me to fuck it up get everything I ever wanted ‘N decide it’s not enough make you feel guilty for calling my bluff yeah, you can count on me to fuck it up I’ve said I’m sorry so many different ways it barely sounds like anything Coming out of my face I can see the problem can't seem to make it stop you shouldn't have to fix me every time I fall apart I know what not to say I say it anyway I know when to stop I don’t stop you can count on me to fuck it up get everything I ever wanted then decide it’s not enough make you feel guilty for calling my bluff yeah, you can count on me to fuck it up you can count on me to fuck it up get everything I ever wanted then decide it’s not enough you can count on me to fuck it up
