[Instrumental Opening] [Verse 1] I remember the day like it was yesterday… Cherry blossoms were in bloom, And the sky was a clear blue… I see nothing but that moment, After school, in the walkway shade, A memory that lingers, And has always stayed… How could I forget? The warmth I felt, When you were there waiting… And how can I move on, From the words I said that day, When I tore my heart from my chest… And said I’m sorry… [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] Dark as anything, I can swallow… Can’t think anything, til tomorrow… When I blink again And my eyes are burned, With the sight of you two Hand in hand… And how bittersweet The sweat from heat, When I said no And he said yes… So now I look And on your page, I see the name… Kurisu… Stavish… [Instrumental Bridge] [Verse 2] Why not me, I know the reason… I was afraid Of change, The three of us Were meant to be, Friends forever… But you had to go And fall in love, I did the same… But at least I had the decency To keep it to myself… But who am I to say anything When I’m all alone, Scrolling down And cringing At all the memories… It should have been me You went to me first Under that sakura tree, Just to see me… And then you went for him, What, was he your rebound? Or did you not care at all, Who said yes, As long as one of us did… [Instrumental Bridge] [Bridge] My room is dark and moist Colored in bitter love, All across the sheets And in my mind, Is the picture online Of you and he, Wedding day… You’re in that dress… [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] Dark as anything, I can swallow… Can’t think anything, til tomorrow… When I blink again And my eyes are burned, With the sight of you two Hand in hand… And how bittersweet The sweat from heat, When I said no And he said yes… So now I look And on your page, I see the name… Kurisu… Stavish… [Instrumental Bridge] [Verse 3] When was the last time we hung out Was it a year ago now, or even more Why can’t I find the meaning To try to not meltdown… But I’m just so angry And filled with emotions…. Slut whore death come wedding dress alone dark room mistake sakura tree memory blank anger sadness longing yearn bitch cunt bitter love you and him Kurisu Stavish… … Goodbye, Goodbye, Goodbye, I’ll hang myself tonight I’m the lost one Left behind… Someone had to lose, And that guy was me, What’s there to live for, Nothing, Nothing, NOTHING! [Instrumental Bridge] [Bridge 2] I tried to do it But I couldn’t, So I called you And you picked up, But what you didn’t know, Was that I was touching myself, And right before you hung up I came… It was bitter… And sweet… [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] Dark as anything, I can swallow… Can’t think anything, til tomorrow… When I blink again And my eyes are burned, With the sight of you two Hand in hand… And how bittersweet The sweat from heat, When I said no And he said yes… So now I look And on your page, I see the name… Kurisu… Stavish… [Instrumental Bridge] [Outro] I discovered a new side to myself, Thanks to you… And I eagerly await Each post you make… I have a request, Could you hear me out… And wear that wedding dress again… Cause I’m a cuck… A cuck… And I would love… To see you fuck… Him… [Instrumental Fade Out]
