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Should I even send this a (Remastered)

V5.5

[Intro: The Pen] [pen scribbling fast] [paper crumple] [paper crumple] [paper crumple] VOICE 1: [fast, anxious, Eminem style] Should I... shouldn't I... VOICE 2: [smooth, confident, Biggie style] Just send it, fam, what you scared for? VOICE 1: But what if they judge me, what if they see the real? VOICE 3: [deadpan, dry] They are definitely going to judge you [Verse 1: The Mask] VOICE 2: Big chest, shoulders back, recharged, ready to go Take the world on, not giving a fuck, let 'em know You want peace? I got it. Laughter? I found it Lust? I'll give it. Problems? I can help, I'm grounded VOICE 1: [anxious] But half the time I can't make sense of this stupid shit I add to it, I loop it, I can't get out of it VOICE 3: [deadpan] Have you tried breathing? VOICE 1: Breathe? I can't breathe! I'm screaming into the void! ARRRRHHHH! ARRRRHHHH! UFFFF! Enuff! VOICE 2: Calm down, you choosing this, yes, just for the moment Then ego injects you, big chest, shoulders, own it VOICE 1: But I'm lost, trapped, empty, just a mess VOICE 3: [deadpan] You are all of those things VOICE 1: Thanks VOICE 3: [deadpan] You are welcome [Verse 2: The Loop] VOICE 1: [rapid fire] Looping, looping, looping, no victimhood, no blame Overthinking mind never settled, always needing to understand How that works, why that works, dodge the trap next time Here comes the next one, oh heck, god damn, I'm glad Learnt another lesson, push further, clarity, wisdom, discernment Fuck yeah, all about it, but why problems keep getting better? Third eye can see, load me up, load me up! VOICE 2: Till it's time to reground, hit nature, earth, sunrise Feed the pineal, drink the water, not that tap chemical surprise Vortex bottle, spin it up, salt in it, living it up Breathe, five seconds in, five out, meditate, recharge, reset up Sleep on it, all good, all mood, calculated, premeditated The now renews, create, leave the negative charge, elevated VOICE 3: [deadpan] That was a lot of words for "calm down" VOICE 1: I know VOICE 3: [deadpan] You did not calm down [Verse 3: The Question] VOICE 1: [anxious] But should I share this? Could it help another? Am I the only one making dumb mistakes, brother? Should I delete? Be embarrassed by my own emotions? Hide it like it never happened, crybaby, broken, no motion? VOICE 2: Nah, fam, own it, they can't handle your version Let 'em feel the wave, let 'em drown in the immersion VOICE 1: But I ain't in the mood to explain it into their language Halfway through I figured it out, moved on, now I'm anxious VOICE 3: [deadpan] Worry is the wrong word, it never lasts with discernment Work it out using feeling opposite to the seven deadly sins, current Just a moment in time, hit the gap, dwell where wisdom lives Let it go, need negative and positive to hold a charge, forgive Amp that shit up on your own, charge is new, pushing forward Negative left behind unless you hold it too long, don't hoard Amp up too quick, blow your shit up, be in touch with feelings Intuition peaking, never second guessing, witnessing, dealing Common sense is what the body feeling anyhow Let it go and let it be, same damn time, take a bow VOICE 1: [breathless] That was... a lot... VOICE 2: You good though? VOICE 1: I think so? [Outro: The Unsent] [alarm clock ringing, distant] VOICE 3: [deadpan] Those positivity charges... currents... vibrations... VOICE 1: Anyhow... I almost forgot... VOICE 2: Forgot what? VOICE 1: Should I even... send this... track... out? [alarm clock ringing, closer] VOICE 3: [deadpan] He already sent it VOICE 1: What?! VOICE 2: [laughing] Nuclear button, remember? [multiple alarms, cacophony, then sudden silence] VOICE 3: [deadpan] Sandwich?