[Verse 1] You said goodnight I said goodnight too Then stared at the ceiling Wondering why you sounded different You probably didn't You probably said the same thing you always do But I can turn a comma into a warning If I want to I hate that I do this I hate that I know I do You give me something good And I start looking for the part where I lose you [Pre-Chorus] I could just believe you I could let my head go quiet But apparently I need a problem Even when we're doing fine [Chorus] I know you love me I just don't know how to let that be true I keep looking for the exit In everything you do You hold me closer And somehow I still think you're gonna move I know you love me I just don't know how to let that be true [Verse 2] I check when you're online Then hate myself for checking I notice who you talk to Then pretend I wasn't watching You ask me what's wrong I say nothing because nothing is wrong That's the worst part I made the whole thing up And somehow it still hurts I don't need you to prove it I need my brain to stop testing you Because every time you pass I move the finish line again [Pre-Chorus] You could give me every answer I'd find another question I'm so good at protecting myself From things that haven't happened yet [Chorus] I know you love me I just don't know how to let that be true I keep looking for the exit In everything you do You hold me closer And somehow I still think you're gonna move I know you love me I just don't know how to let that be true [Bridge] Maybe I'm not scared of losing you Maybe I'm scared you'll stay And I'll finally have nothing left To blame my fear on Maybe if you really mean it I have to face the ugly truth That sometimes the person hurting me Is me [Final Chorus] I know you love me And maybe I can let that be true Maybe I don't need an exit Every time I fall into you You hold me closer And for once I don't pull away I don't need another promise I don't need you to make me stay Nothing happened You didn't leave You didn't change You didn't lie It was only me Turning a little smoke Into a fire in my mind I know you love me And tonight I'm gonna let that be true
