This room is like a prison cell with windows that are barred I don’t know how many times I’ve looked over this old scar Why do I always feel the need to pick it and watch it bleed? Could there be some feeling of inadequacy deep inside me? I am desperately obvious And open to new beginnings My outer shell is vulnerable I am desperately obvious And ready to start this over I wish you and I were closer This bed is empty without anyone to warm up the other side I’m fine with the thought that you’re sleeping with other guys It doesn’t sadden me knowing you’ve changed for the worse Because I think you’d feel the same had this been reversed I am desperately obvious And open to new beginnings My outer shell is vulnerable I am desperately obvious And ready to start this over I wish you and I were closer I could’ve cried my eyes out when you said goodbye For some reason, you wanted me to hold onto my pride I’m left here in the aftermath, and all I can do is laugh Because it’s silly how people tear themselves in half I am desperately obvious And open to new beginnings My outer shell is vulnerable I am desperately obvious And ready to start this over I wish you and I were closer
