[Verse 1] Your coffee cup’s still in my sink Your lip print that I can’t rinse Every drawer a landmine Of the things you left behind You called it love I called it trying You called me crazy I called it crying We burned slow We burned too bright Now I’m sleeping with the light on at night [Chorus] I still smell the smoke on your hoodie Every time I pull it on It pulls me back Yeah I know we were bad for each other But I still check my phone like you’ll text me back You were poison in my veins But I miss you just the same God I hate that I still want your touch I was never enough But I miss you too much [Verse 2] We learned to fight like it was breathing Made a game of who was leaving Slammed doors Soft apologies Said “forever” through our teeth You kept score I kept forgiving Lost myself inside your living room You would say I’m hard to love Then ask me “Why aren’t you strong enough?” [Chorus] I still smell the smoke on your hoodie Every time I pull it on It pulls me back Yeah I know we were bad for each other But I still check my phone like you’ll text me back You were poison in my veins But I miss you just the same God I hate that I still want your touch I was never enough But I miss you too much [Bridge] Friends all say “Delete your number” But I just move it in my phone Can’t decide what’s worse The memories Or feeling this alone (so alone) If love was supposed to make me better Why did loving you make me small? If you ever hear this in the quiet I hope you don’t call [Chorus] I still smell the smoke on your hoodie Every time I pull it on It pulls me back Yeah I know we were bad for each other But I still check my phone like you’ll text me back You were poison in my veins But I miss you just the same God I hate that I still want your touch I was never enough But I miss you too much
