[Verse 1] I found your letters in the walls All the words you never said All the exits you walked past All the lives you left for dead You smiled like it didn’t matter You called it being smart But I can see your fingerprints On every bruise inside my heart [Pre-Chorus] You let fear sound holy You let shame play wise You let love stand waiting While you covered both your eyes [Chorus] What did you do? What did you do to me? You handed fear the keys And called it destiny You built a little cage And swore that it was home You made me carry ten years Of “what if” in my bones I’m not here to forgive you Not tonight, not yet I’m still digging through the wreckage Of the future I can't forget [Verse 2] You thought you were protecting us From the answer you assumed So you burned the bridge in silence Then cried about the smoke-filled room You said, “He’ll never want me” Like the truth was yours to make You broke your own damn heart first Just so no one else could break [Pre-Chorus] And I know you were lonely I know you were scared But I’m the one still living With the ghost you left me there [Chorus] What did you do? What did you do to me? You handed fear the keys And called it destiny You built a little cage And swore that it was home You made me carry ten years Of “what if” in my bones I’m not here to forgive you Not tonight, not yet I’m still digging through the wreckage Of the future I can't forget [Bridge] I could have run I could have reached I could have asked I could have believed I could have let somebody love The parts you taught me not to see But you were so sure So small, so still You made a grave Out of free will And I have spent a decade Trying not to feel [Breakdown] Were you trying to save me Or were you just afraid? Were you keeping me safe Or keeping me ashamed? I know you didn’t mean it But God, I’m angry too Because the woman standing here Is still paying for you [Final Chorus] What did you do? What did you do to me? You handed fear the keys And called it destiny But I’m tearing down the cage I’m done calling it home I won’t carry ten more years Of “what if” in my bones I’m not ready to forgive you But I’m taking back my name You don’t get to be the reason I keep choosing from shame [Outro] So watch me walk through open doors Watch me say what I mean Watch me become everything You were too afraid to be I’m not here to forgive you But I’m not staying mad forever You let fear divide us once I won’t let it rule us together
