Torment

Чет я переборщил с метафорами ======================= Take it avay... Take it avay... Vy do you need me to grov? Vy do you need me to ache? Vy do you need me to tremble? Vy do you need me to melt? Air crawls under my skin Sticky and loud light scratches my eyes like broken glass (Shadows)Shadows coil in my ribs noise hums inside my head I don’t vant your shapes I don’t vant your meaning Take it avay! Ze holy fire of grown shadows! Blinds mein eyes! Ze stench of knowing clogs mein soul! Take it avay! I don’t vant your gilded pain on mein hands! Vy do you need me to burn? Vy do you need me to fade? Vy do you need me to crack? Vy do you need me to rot? Letters stick in my zroat (throat) vords curl into a vet hum Everyzing ('thing') alive vants me to bend Everyzing moving vants me to fall I don’t vant your clarity I don’t vant your perfect vorld Take it avay! Ze whispered sins crawl into mein ears! Take it avay! I still drink mein light—don’t drown it in your dark! Take it avay! I vant to remain unbroken, untouched by your realm! My skin is too thin My bones are too soft Ze vorld presses like a blade (the world) Shadows coil under my ribs I am only silence I just vant ze blur I just vant ze hum I just vant to melt Inside myself I am a cracked glass doll. I only vant to be dust again. Vy do you need me to scream? Vy do you need me to drovn? Leave me inside soft darkness Leave me unformed Leave me not-being Take it avay! Ze slime of grown-up hands crushes mein chest! Take it avay! Ze rot of knowing seeps into mein skin! Take it avay! I don’t vant your ashes in mein mouth! Take it avay! Ze worms of time crawl in mein head! Take it avay! I still smell mein light, don’t drown it in your dark! Take it avay! I vant to break before I become this filth!