The daylight reaches through the blinds I've been awake for hours I keep telling myself to get up I can't seem to move The morning slips away I'm still beneath the covers There's so much waiting for me I don't know where to start I don't know how to explain it I barely understand it myself Everything feels so heavy I can't keep carrying it like this Nobody sees the weight I carry They only see me getting by I close the door behind me Fall apart where no one sees I wish somebody would notice I'm not doing as well as I seem I don't need someone to fix me I don't want to feel anything I've got things I should be doing So many things left unsaid Days disappear while I'm lying here Trying to find a reason to get up I know it probably looks like nothing From the other side of the room You don't hear the noise inside my head You don't feel how hard it is to move I don't know how to explain it I barely understand it myself Everything feels so heavy I can't keep carrying it like this Nobody sees the weight I carry They only see me getting by I close the door behind me Fall apart where no one sees I wish somebody would notice I'm not doing as well as I seem I don't need someone to fix me I don't want to feel anything I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of holding on I'm tired of waking up Still feeling everything that's wrong I'm not asking you to fix me I don't need the perfect words I wish you'd sit beside me When everything becomes too much Nobody sees the weight I carry I'm tired of saying I'm okay I've been holding so much inside me I don't know how much more I can take I wish somebody would notice I don't need them to make it right I just need to know somebody's with me When I can't get through the night The daylight moves across the room I'm still lying here I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of holding on
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