I was always bluffing

Curse thee thirsty yearning firstly churns then burns turns over roils and shudders Rolls and thunders perversely it works me into frenzy sin seer sin eater been better been nearer to a clearer vision true but you know the body gotta be fed everyday one til dead, relieved, preened, deceived, body gotta be breathing the reaping of what so and so sowed a metabolic load to feed body gotta be an anchor to make your spirt sit still in its corporeal corner too long feeding the thirsty need for seething devastation desolation desires desecration but settles for dessication. This thirst that burps in blurts of bursts purses lips, slips its hands into my pockets says “oh stop it baby you know you love me” Doesn’t mean i like you Doesn’t mean I’m like you Doesn’t mean i like that i love you Doesn’t mean i like you Doesn’t mean I’m like you Doesn’t mean i like that i love you “Trust me baby you’ll love me until nothing Claims your memory in an irrelevant history That nobody remembers Even then as the embers cool You’ll remember my smile And while you do I slowly consume you Baby.” I’ll take that trade unafraid and unashamed Name the price point me to the altar I call your sacrifice and raise you a life. “Call- lets see them cards, baby”