Still Plugged In

[Intro] (atmospheric clean guitars + warped delay, slow hypnotic pulse) …plug in …again [Verse 1] (low, fragmented baritone, drifting and broken) wires cold against my neck same chair sinking deeper pull the memory up watch it bleed new colors her laugh turns into static my hands turn into someone else’s [Pre-Chorus] (quiet tension, voice cracking) I know it’s rotting me still reach for the switch [Chorus] (explode — strained soaring highs into raw messy screams, thick distorted riffs crash in) why does this feel alive when everything real is gone pulling the past apart just to feel it tear tell me it’s okay tell me I can keep breaking just say it say it before the signal dies [Verse 2] (more urgent, disoriented phrasing) last night she smiled then her face melted off the frame woke up with blood in my mouth can’t tell if it’s mine every loop gets longer every loop takes more of me [Pre-Chorus] (building heavier, anguished) the room spins slower than my head I laugh but it sounds like goodbye [Chorus] (bigger wall-of-sound, screams more broken) why does this feel alive when everything real is gone pulling the past apart just to feel it tear tell me it’s okay tell me I can keep breaking just say it fuck say it [Bridge] (psychedelic swirl — heavy swirling layers, fragmented and chaotic) …colors crawling out of the wires… …my own voice laughing from another year… …she’s calling my name but the name is wrong… …maybe I never left that room… (sudden raw scream) I don’t know who’s remembering anymore [Final Chorus] (maximum raw intensity, screams breaking, unresolved) why does this still feel alive nothing fixed nothing whole wires keep humming through my skull guilt keeps burning through the loop tell me it’s okay please just… (anything) [Outro] (extended, slowly disintegrating into swirling psychedelic noise and feedback) …still plugged in… …still pulling… …still waiting… (voice fragments into warped guitar chaos) …say it…