Like Hell Today

screamo rap, aggressive, chaotic, dark, high-energy, metal-infused hip hop

I don’t remember leaving, just remember rage
Loud bar laughs, mouth running off stage
Said too much, drank too fast
Turned one bad thought into a full broadcast

[Hook]
Fell like hell today, yeah I earned this pain
Every shot last night left a brand on my brain
If karma’s real, she clocked me good
With a splitting head and a “wish I could”
Fell like hell today, can’t dodge that bill
Fun don’t come free, never has, never will
I danced with the devil, called it okay
Yeah I lived like heaven, fell like hell today

[Verse 2]
Knuckles sore, must’ve hugged a wall
Or shook hands with trouble, can’t recall
Text thread reads like a crime scene log
Apologies written in drunk-ass fog
Said I was fine, said I didn’t care
Truth is I felt too much right there
So I numbed it quick, let the whiskey talk
Let my better sense take a long-ass walk

Mirror looking back like “you again?”
Same dumb grin, same loose ends
I swear I learn, swear I grow
Then the night shows up with a bottle and a glow

[Bridge]
It’s always “one more,” never “last call”
Always swear I’m standing, still ready to fall
I don’t hate the chaos, just hate the cost
Every good night leaves a morning lost

[Breakdown]
I know better
But knowing ain’t stopping
I say slow down
But my hand keeps dropping
Glass to my lips, promise to quit
Tomorrow-me pays for tonight’s fix

[Final Hook]
Fell like hell today, truth in the ache
Body writing checks my brain can’t fake
I laugh it off, throw shades on the pain
But regret still taps on my skull like rain
Fell like hell today, still standing though
Still breathing through the wreckage I know
I’ll probably do it all over again someday
But right now, yeah
I fell like hell today

[Outro]
Ice water, aspirin, sit with the shame
Tell myself next time won’t be the same
Heaven’s loud, hell’s got a toll to pay
And it always shows up the very next day.

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[Verse 1] Woke up sideways, sun stabbing my eyes Head pounding like it’s mad I survived Phone full of sins I don’t wanna replay Last night still breathing, won’t go away Boots by the door, keys in the sink Wallet empty, brain won’t think Room smells like smoke and bad decisions Memory fractured, blurry like my vision I don’t remember leaving, just remember rage Loud bar laughs, mouth running off stage Said too much, drank too fast Turned one bad thought into a full broadcast [Hook] Fell like hell today, yeah I earned this pain Every shot last night left a brand on my brain If karma’s real, she clocked me good With a splitting head and a “wish I could” Fell like hell today, can’t dodge that bill Fun don’t come free, never has, never will I danced with the devil, called it okay Yeah I lived like heaven, fell like hell today [Verse 2] Knuckles sore, must’ve hugged a wall Or shook hands with trouble, can’t recall Text thread reads like a crime scene log Apologies written in drunk-ass fog Said I was fine, said I didn’t care Truth is I felt too much right there So I numbed it quick, let the whiskey talk Let my better sense take a long-ass walk Mirror looking back like “you again?” Same dumb grin, same loose ends I swear I learn, swear I grow Then the night shows up with a bottle and a glow [Hook] Fell like hell today, yeah I earned this pain Every shot last night left a brand on my brain If karma’s real, she clocked me good With a splitting head and a “wish I could” Fell like hell today, can’t dodge that bill Fun don’t come free, never has, never will I danced with the devil, called it okay Yeah I lived like heaven, fell like hell today [Bridge] It’s always “one more,” never “last call” Always swear I’m standing, still ready to fall I don’t hate the chaos, just hate the cost Every good night leaves a morning lost [Breakdown] I know better But knowing ain’t stopping I say slow down But my hand keeps dropping Glass to my lips, promise to quit Tomorrow-me pays for tonight’s fix [Final Hook] Fell like hell today, truth in the ache Body writing checks my brain can’t fake I laugh it off, throw shades on the pain But regret still taps on my skull like rain Fell like hell today, still standing though Still breathing through the wreckage I know I’ll probably do it all over again someday But right now, yeah I fell like hell today [Outro] Ice water, aspirin, sit with the shame Tell myself next time won’t be the same Heaven’s loud, hell’s got a toll to pay And it always shows up the very next day.

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