Alone I die On my birthday as I look back on my life i It feels wasted Like every time I zigged I should have zagged Like everyone I had trust I should have aimed a gun And it's hard to complain I'm not angry at anyone No I've moved on past that When I look in the mirror I see who to blame It's the only one I ever had to talk to It's the only person that's always there It's Me Yeah Nobody but my Self to blame It's Me Yeah Down to the hole It's ok Id rather go Hide behind the devil But the devil is Me Yeah I'm not a coward I just not high enough Tonight But I will fix that soon Yeah Find a cure for my pain And I will Throw my drugs away If I wasn't so deep down The well of pain If I hadn't lost everyone Everyone who loved me Then maybe Maybe I could Make it Make it one more night But everybody wants me To go through another night Of hell hell Hell I was born a punching bag But I'm done with that You have all offered me Lies and lies and lies and Lies You may want to see me Tomorrow But I I I Won't be there when you look for me And I know who Is to blame It's Me Yeah Nobody but my Self to blame It's Me Yeah Down to the hole It's ok Id rather go Hide behind the devil But the devil is Me Yeah I'm not a coward I just not high enough Tonight I've crawled into my grave Only to find myself there Is this just the drugs? Or am I dead Dead already From my grave I see all of you The few who Might have cared I'm sorry Sorry But life's not fair My kids If you need me I'm around Watching over you two I love you both I'll be protecting you From a world A world gone mad this world This world Is Wicked Wicked And I won't leave you alone To fight your way through it no So as this life of mine Ends From my grave From my grave I close my eyes I block the light I let go I let go Of my ego I I I I am nothing I am Nothing I am nothing Finally I found peace February I found peace And I know who's fault it was It's Me Yeah Nobody but my Self to blame It's Me Yeah Down to the hole It's ok Id rather go Hide behind the devil But the devil is Me Yeah The devil is me Yeah The devil is me Yeah The devil the devil was Me
