[verse 1 - soft fingerpicked guitar, ambient textures] She said “You’re emotionally distant” — I said “Damn, that’s deep” Then I cried into a burrito and fell asleep My therapist ghosted me, sent a refund by mail Guess even she saw my texts and said “oh hell no, bail” I keep it soft like tofu dreams But I ghost like Casper with commitment schemes Tried to write a song about growth and change But it turned into a roast of my own damn brain [pre-drop - vocals build with harmonies & subtle synths] I got feelings, but they wear hoodies Anxious but flirty — chaos but pretty Yeah, my heart’s a mess and my phone’s on 2% And I’d ghost you faster than I pay my rent [drop - huge melodic dubstep drop with vocal chops like "soft-boy-soft-boy-yo"] [glitchy vocal sample: “soft boy… hard drop!”] [verse 2 - acoustic + light kick drum] You’re lookin’ for a man who’s emotionally stable? I’m sittin’ on the floor eatin’ cereal off a turntable I bring red flags in a woven tote Wrote you a love song, ended it with “lol nope” Told my ex I changed — then ran it back Like “jk jk unless you text back” I fall in love like a YouTube ad Fast, annoying, and weirdly sad [pre-chorus - rising tension, building synth layers] I’m a walking contradiction in thrifted jeans Heart like a sunrise, brain full of memes I’d call you back but I lost my will In a Target parking lot on a NyQuil spill [drop - even bigger, more emotional, chopped vocals + falsetto layers] [glitchy vocal sample: “feelings… crashing… crashing…”] (soft boy, hard drop) [bridge - stripped back to vocals + guitar, emotionally vulnerable] I say “I’m fine” with a crack in my tone Tinder bio says “comedian” — cryin’ alone I’m the joke and the punchline, all in one breath Write breakup songs just to process my stress [build into final drop - heartbeat kick, layering harmonies] [inner voice] "You're gonna cry, aren't you?" [whispered] “Shut up…” [final drop - euphoric, hopeful, big bright pads and warm bass] (vocal chop harmony: “sooooft booooyyyy... haaaaard droooop”) [beat cuts out] [final line, acoustic only] You said “open up,” so I turned into a dubstep song.
