its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world ohhh I dont wanna talk about it I just wanna go Im sorry everyone but i dont think ive got it in me to carry on its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world I tried drownin deep in drink an driftin off slow in smoke but no matter how blown I go I dont see any real hope an I dont see any reason or scenarios an I dont see anythin immediate for me to believe in an apparently its just how it goes cos I wake up knackered like the sleep Ive beenin didnt count an my chest got a tenant that refuses to pay rent or move out some dickhead who just stares at my feelins till the feelins feelin loud, an I feel it spillin out in stupid hooped little clouds The blank little light behind my eyes switched on that tryna pass off like yeah Im alright bro while the truth sits wrong as my gut keeps spinnin an the time moves on an I just dont feel alive no more, I just feel that I aint gone persistent pressure in my throat where the words should be, cuttin through a hole in my laugh where the hurt got free an truthfully theres a version of me that I miss sometimes but he looks at me now like he dont wanna know me cos I dont want a speech an I definitely dont want advice when the only advice he has is sayin thats just life, like I dont know it is an thats like the main reason it hurts when everyone elses life keeps turnin while Im stood here losin mine its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world ohhh I dont wanna talk about it I just wanna go Im sorry everyone but i dont think ive got it in me to carry on its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world if Im bein honest Im so fuckin sick an tired of bein tired an sick an honest so lets just say I swear Im nearly okay an Ill keep draggin my bones through another dead day of smilin at people so they dont look close cos im afraid that if they look close I might have to admit that Im frayed..... am I frayed, or just angry cos its empty an its quiet an it makes me feel cold, feelin like my own house got the lights all on but nobodys home an the phone got no signal just a voice with no song how am I in the middle of the crowd but still I feel so completely an utterly fuckin alone please dont ask what happened cos I cant make it clean an its not a single thing but the weight of everythin an everythin in between, its the air gettin thick as the worlds colours gone grey from the green while the man in the mirrors not lookin back no more cos hes so fuckin tired of me its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world ohhh I dont wanna talk about it I just wanna go Im sorry everyone but i dont think ive got it in me to carry on and I know that Im loved by a lot of fuckin people thats one of the worst parts too cos it makes me feel guilty for feelin these feelins an for seemin this blue like Im wastin the hands of time that are reaching for mine but I cant feel the warmth of their fire when Im sinking from just tryin to exist to I dont wanna talk about it I just wanna go Im sorry everyone but i dont think ive got it in me to carry on its a lonely world oh such a lonely fuckin world ohhh I dont wanna talk about it I just wanna go Im sorry everyone but i dont think ive got it in me to carry on I dont think ive got it in me to carry on © 2026 Hotwife of Pi. All rights reserved. All lyrics are original works written and published under the name Hotwife of Pi and are protected by applicable copyright law. No part of these lyrics may be copied, reproduced, republished, distributed, adapted, performed, recorded, transmitted, used for artificial intelligence or machine-learning training, or otherwise exploited, in whole or in part, without prior written permission from the copyright holder, except where permitted by law.