Verse 1] You said “forever” with a hiccup in your throat I said “whatever,” as I choked on the note Your eyes did the math and I failed the test We broke without breaking a single thing Texted your sister and blamed it on grief She liked the attention — but said she heard all about me Guess infamy’s sexy until it’s too real And the damage looks cute ‘til it starts to congeal [prechorus] Preach repentance in texts I should never have sent It's all my fault, if you'll just take me back I swear I can change — or at least I can bend Lie through my teeth 'til we finally feel... What we lacked [instrumental] [explode into the chorus] [Chorus] We gave it our all — or the best that we had I called it love 'cause it hurt like hell You called it something else — cohabitation Said I made you feel more alone then when you're by yourself [verse 2] You moved on fast, or maybe just at the right pace He looks like the version of me that you liked You smile now like you’re cured of some terminal case You're glowing, you're soft — You healed in chapters, I stalled on page three Still quoting our fights trying to retroactively win.. What I've already lost I scream at the past, but it won’t argue back The worst part was probably me, but you were supposed To love me. [Explode into an angry bridge] [Bridge – Explosive & Angry] You were supposed to stay, not just survive me Not file me away in your diary You were supposed to break too — But you’re thriving, and I’m still unpacking Congratulations — you’re whole, I’m a wreck You’ve moved on with grace, I went out Drank all night, made out with a blur Told her your name — she said: “I’m not her.” (I’m not her) (I’m not her) If you were… I'd be happy. Or at least, have that feeling... We shared. Whatever that was. [final Chorus] We gave it our all — or the best that we had I called it love 'cause it hurt like hell You called it something else — cohabitation Said I made you feel more alone then when you're by yourself
