Cried over you tonight, then fixed my eyeliner Dreamt about you last night, woke up feeling lighter Your birthday came around, I kept it in the drafts Typed out every letter, then I laughed and took it back Someone wore your perfume, caught me by surprise For a second, you were standing somewhere in my mind Found the perfect little gift, exactly what you'd like Put it back upon the shelf, it wasn't mine to buy I know the shape your number makes I know exactly what it takes One little touch, one little mistake And suddenly I'm wide awake I won't call, I won't call Even when I want you, I won't call I'll let the feeling rise and fall I don't need to have you after all I won't call, I won't call Even when your ghost is in my walls If missing you is all it takes To prove I'm still alive, okay I won't call No, I won't call (mm, no) Someone asked if I was taken, thought of you a minute Then I caught myself and smiled, there's nothing wrong with it Heard a song you would've loved, let it play all through Didn't send it, but I saved it, might make it about you Needed someone's arms around me, took myself out dancing Turns out being on my own is not so devastating Saw how good you're doing, and it didn't ruin mine A little strange to see you happy, but I'm doing fine I know the shape your number makes But I don't need to make mistakes Some things are better left untouched Some hearts are better left enough I won't call, but I won't lie There are nights I wonder why I still remember how you held me Like the world was only ours I won't call, but that's not pain It's just a name I haven't changed Maybe love can leave a shadow Without asking you to stay I won't call I'm letting go (Ooh, yeah) But what if I called? The night is quiet, and I'm curious And what if you answered? Would I still want what I was missing? No, I don't need to know Some doors look better closed And I can miss the way it felt Without wanting it again I won't call, I won't call Not because I don't care at all Your birthday candle's burning on I hope you get everything you want Just somewhere far from what went wrong I won't call Mm, no You'll be fine I'm alright Let it go Yeah... I'm good
