[Intro] Yeah… I been quiet way too long. Turn the guitar up. I got some things I never said… [Verse 1] I keep my pain underneath this hoodie, Smile in your face like everything is good, see? Everybody thinks I made it through the storm, But they don’t know what happens when I’m home. I gave my heart, they gave me reasons, Now every scar got its own little meaning. I hear your voice when the room gets quiet, Try to move on, but my heart won’t buy it. [Pre-Chorus] And I know I shouldn’t call you, But tonight I need somebody. I’ve been fighting with my thoughts, And these walls don’t know how to stop me. [Chorus] I’m still hurting, I’m still bleeding, Even though I say I’m healing. Got these tears underneath my eyes, But I keep telling everybody I’m fine. If you love me, don’t leave me lonely, I’ve been scared of losing somebody. I don’t wanna die inside, I just wanna feel alive tonight. [Verse 2] Old photographs sitting on my dresser, I should throw them out, but somehow they feel better. Your old perfume still stuck in my room, And every midnight brings me back to you. I got trust issues I don’t talk about, Too many people that I couldn’t count. I learned the hard way love ain’t guaranteed, Sometimes the person you need is the one you gotta leave. [Pre-Chorus] So I drive with the windows down, Let the cold air hit my face. Maybe if I keep on moving, I can finally leave this place. [Chorus] I’m still hurting, I’m still bleeding, Even though I say I’m healing. Got these tears underneath my eyes, But I keep telling everybody I’m fine. If you love me, don’t leave me lonely, I’ve been scared of losing somebody. I don’t wanna die inside, I just wanna feel alive tonight. [Bridge – Rock Break] Maybe I’m broken… Maybe I’m tired… Maybe the love that I wanted Was never mine. Oh-oh-oh… I can’t keep running from myself. Oh-oh-oh… I’m screaming for somebody’s help. [Final Chorus] I’m still hurting, I’m still bleeding, But maybe now I’m finally healing. I got scars underneath my eyes, But I won’t hide them anymore tonight. If you love me, don’t leave me lonely, I’m learning how to love my own me. I don’t wanna disappear, I just wanna make it through this year. [Outro] Yeah… Maybe tomorrow won’t hurt this bad. Maybe I’m gonna be okay. Maybe… That’s enough for tonight.
