[Verse 1] You used to wait for me outside Like ruining my day kept you alive Every laugh, every name, every shove You made damn sure I never felt enough I learned which hallways not to take How to disappear before you came You called me weak because I wouldn’t fight Funny, I was stronger every night I survived [Pre-Hook] You thought fear would keep me small Thought I’d always hear your voice But I finally got away from you And now I get a choice [Hook] Hope hell has room For everything you put me through Every word you threw like stones Every scar you’ll never own Hope hell has room For the person you became You spent years making me hate myself Just so you could feel okay I don’t need revenge I don’t need you to understand I just hope someday You meet the weight Of everything you did And I hope hell has room [Verse 2] You’d probably laugh if you saw me now I don’t check behind me in a crowd I wear what I want, I say what I mean I became everything you tried to beat out of me I’ve got people who know the whole truth And somehow they still choose me too Turns out all those things you called defects Were the parts of me worth protecting most [Pre-Hook] You don’t live inside my head Like you used to every night Your voice gets quieter every year Mine finally sounds like mine [Hook] Hope hell has room For everything you put me through Every word you threw like stones Every scar you’ll never own Hope hell has room For the person you became You spent years making me hate myself Just so you could feel okay I don’t need revenge I don’t need you to understand I just hope someday You meet the weight Of everything you did And I hope hell has room [Bridge] Do you remember my face Or was I just another name? Another kid you could tear apart To make yourself feel brave? Did you go home feeling taller Every time you watched me break? Did nobody ever tell you Cruelty doesn’t make you strong? I used to dream about the day You’d finally say you’re sorry Now I don’t care if you ever do That’s how I know I’m finally free of you [Breakdown] You don’t scare me now Say my name See if it still Feels the same I got out I grew up You don’t get Another piece of me [Final Hook] Hope hell has room For every shadow that you threw Because you tried to bury me And somehow I still broke through Hope hell has room For every lie you made me wear You taught me how it feels to drown I taught myself to breathe again I don’t need revenge I’ve got something better now A life where you Don’t matter anymore And God, that feels good somehow So wherever your road ends Whatever waits for you I hope hell has room [Outro] You used to be The reason I was scared to wake up. Now? You’re barely A memory.
