(The scenery of yesterday...) (By today, it's already gone.) They always said that meetings and goodbyes come as a set, (I really believed that, too...) So why do only goodbyes keep coming back to me? Why am I still standing here all by myself? ...Sometimes I find myself thinking like that. What am I even trying so hard for, doing all of this? What am I even living, smiling, pushing forward for, Until I turn into a star? I don't even know anymore. (These thoughts are racing through my mind.) Even so, my heart and soul keep telling me: "I want to live, I want to see what's ahead." Even so... not even once... Could I ever bring myself to hate who I am. I don't really know why, but... Somehow, through it all, I've always loved myself— No matter what kind of person I am. (Even if it's almost annoying.) From now on, too. For the rest of my life. Always, always... I've never had anything to boast about, Nothing I could truly call my pride. Still, there's a feeling I can't betray. (No matter what anybody says...) What I won't back down from, I won't. If I gave in now, I feel like I wouldn't be me anymore, And I refuse to let that happen. (Clenching my teeth) Today, I'm still fighting against myself. When it comes to the way I live, and my romances, I'm clumsier than anyone else. (Even with a self like that...) When it comes to affection, I feel twice as deep. With these battered, broken hands, (From everyone else's eyes...) I'm holding tightly onto these battered memories, (Just making sure they don't get crushed.) Always talking about wanting payback, refusing to lose, Not even realizing I was just staring straight up at the sky, Getting completely lost in the rush. But in the end, I'm sure— Even if I win, even if I get my "payback," This feeling inside won't ever be satisfied. I'm sure the only time this heart will truly feel full Is when I finally become someone's place to come home to, When I am needed by someone else— That's when this heart will be satisfied for the very first time. Still feeling lost, still being so clumsy. Still, I'll push forward without losing my stride. I made another promise to the self of today. (And the weight on my shoulders grew once more.) Always, always... I've never had anything to boast about, Nothing I could truly call my pride. Still, there's a feeling I can't betray. (No matter what anybody says...) What I won't back down from, I won't. If I gave in now, I feel like I wouldn't be me anymore, And I refuse to let that happen. (Clenching my teeth) Today, I'm still fighting against myself. No matter what happens, I know for sure— This (music) will light the way ahead. Yeah... I believe in it.
