[Verse 1] each second it splits deeper the wound to my spiritual self the one I truly blame for introducing self loathing I wasn't disgusted before and now, I feel the filth within and without and all around all around all around I cant escape it I cant pray I cant even meditate for thats where I've buried the shame shameful-ness [Pre-Chorus] it isn't being a victim its what comes next its what comes next shame shame shame [Chorus] shame shame shame turn away My Lord I cant stand for you to see my pain shame shame shame it isn't being a victim its what comes next shame shame shame shame shame shame [Verse 2] I should have listened better from the time I was but a babe- I walked into the house- I made my own bed I prayed to the Universe and was left in shame shame shame shame shamefulness it isn't being a victim its what comes next cant raise your head- not in the failure of enlightenment- I've been left to shameful ness [Bridge] all around all around I carry it in my hands I cant stand for you to see the places I broke myself shame shame shame I whisper through the dark [Chorus] shame shame shame turn away My Lord I cant stand for you to see my pain shame shame shame it isn't being a victim its what comes next shame shame shame shame shame shame
