[Intro – clean arpeggiated electric guitar riff, soft space, no drums] Yeah Oh-oh Yeah [Chorus – auto-tuned male vocals, emotional sing-rap, 808 bass and trap drums enter] Say, I've been heartless I've been using my heart less I don't know where it started Like I'm losing a part of me Tears keep falling Rest in peace to the lost ones I know this can't be ordinary I was taught the mo' the merrier So why do you keep on taking all the people I love from me? And why do you make it seem like you wasn't the one for me? I had to learn how to not run from it Why did you never say nothing? I learned to do pain all too well But you made me change the way that I felt Like your love, I'm saved by the bell God, I've been getting away how I felt I gave my heart away inside a mail I can't believe I finally found something [Post-Chorus – guitar continues, drums pull back slightly] Something ordinary You got me kissing the ground for sanctuary Shout at me when you're gone I still hear you when I’m all alone [Verse 1 – same melodic pocket, tighter cadence, pain rap with dragged endings] I been stuck inside this room again Fighting thoughts that keep on moving in I don’t know who I been fooling with I just know I’m scared of losing this I done watched too many good things leave I got scars that I don’t let you see I got nights where I can barely breathe Still I act like it don’t bother me You the first thing that felt close to peace So I panic when you’re close to leaving I been broken, I don’t know the reason I just know I hate the way I’m feeling I don’t wanna make you carry that But I’m scared you won’t be coming back Every time I love, I get attached Then I lose it and I crash like that [Pre-Chorus – softer, stretched vowels, guitar more exposed] So don’t go quiet on me Don’t turn into a memory I know I’m hard to love But you brought out the best in me [Chorus – bigger vocal layers, full drums return] Say, I've been heartless I've been using my heart less I don't know where it started Like I'm losing a part of me Tears keep falling Rest in peace to the lost ones I know this can't be ordinary I was taught the mo' the merrier So why do you keep on taking all the people I love from me? And why do you make it seem like you wasn't the one for me? I had to learn how to not run from it Why did you never say nothing? I learned to do pain all too well But you made me change the way that I felt Like your love, I'm saved by the bell God, I've been getting away how I felt I gave my heart away inside a mail I can't believe I finally found something [Verse 2 – more bounce, same melody lane, slightly stronger drums] I been trying to keep my head straight Heart cold, but your love make the bed shake Bad dreams, waking up with a chest ache Old pain coming back on the next wave I don’t trust much, I been through it Every good thing, I feel I might lose it You say love, I say prove it Not cause you fake, cause I’m used to it I been damaged in the worst way Still smile on my worst day I been praying that the hurt change But it still hit me in the first place You got something I can’t run from Soft voice when the pain come I was numb, you made my heart jump Now I’m scared you’ll be the last one [Bridge – stripped, guitar + light 808, emotional vocal cracks] I don’t wanna be alone again I don’t wanna lose my home again I don’t wanna call your phone again And hear nothing but the tone again Tell me this is not pretend Tell me you won’t fade again I been low, but you walked in Now I feel my heart again [Final Chorus – biggest, stacked harmonies, emotional peak] Say, I've been heartless I've been using my heart less I don't know where it started Like I'm losing a part of me Tears keep falling Rest in peace to the lost ones I know this can't be ordinary I was taught the mo' the merrier So why do you keep on taking all the people I love from me? And why do you make it seem like you wasn't the one for me? I had to learn how to not run from it Why did you never say nothing? I learned to do pain all too well But you made me change the way that I felt Like your love, I'm saved by the bell God, I've been getting away how I felt I gave my heart away inside a mail I can't believe I finally found something [Outro – guitar only, distant vocal, fading] Something ordinary You got me kissing the ground for sanctuary Shout at me when you're gone I still hear you when I’m all alone
