Undead Owl

[🎹 Intro – Dreamy but fast-paced] It looked like everything I ever said I wanted And that’s exactly why I couldn’t take it If it’s perfect I ruin it If it’s too right I lock up You call it peace I call it a breakdown waiting to happen [🎶 Verse 1 – Sung, catchy rhythm] The second I love it, I start to fear it Start protecting it, instead of being near it I stop using it, I stop living in it Like I’m too scared to scratch it So I disappear in it And yeah, I know that sounds insane But that’s what comfort does to my brain [🎤 Verse 2 – More aggressive, HU-style vocals] Give me something with dents Give me something I can bend If I can’t lose it, I’ll lose myself Trying to keep it perfect ‘til there’s nothing left I don’t want a dream I want motion Give me chaos Give me erosion [🔥 Chorus – Big, melodic, hits hard] Perfection becomes depression And flawed becomes freeness I can’t breathe in something flawless I need cracks to feel the realness If I get what I want, I freeze If it’s “too good,” I can’t be me Let me mess it up, let me break it That’s the only way I’ll make it [🧠 Bridge – Spoken/screamed over fast beat] Don’t hand me perfect I’ll turn it into panic I’ll polish it ‘til I hate it Stare at it ‘til I break it I don’t need something amazing I need something I’m allowed to live in Let me bleed on it Let me leave it Let me change it Or I’ll cage it [🌌 Outro – Fast, catchy, slight Owl City shimmer under heavy beat] I used to want everything Now I want what I can use I don’t need forever I need something I can lose 'Cause when it’s perfect I start dying But when it’s broken I’m still trying