Verse 1] Woke up in this crowded room Four walls No windows in my head Hard bed digging in my back Can't remember what I haven't said People chewing with their mouths wide Every hallway smells like fear Talking circles Plastic cups I can't believe I'm still here [Chorus] I'm stuck in this hell I didn't choose Counting the cracks Nothing to lose Every damn day feels the same old way But I'm still breathing Still cursing my name I'm stuck in this hell Can't find the door Praying for less Not even more If there's a way out I can't tell So I lie here Stuck in this hell [Verse 2] Little white pills in a paper cup Nurse says "take it It'll help" But the colors fade around the edges And I barely recognize myself Clock on the wall moves backward Or maybe that's just me Hope feels like a dirty word So I spit it in my teeth [Chorus] I'm stuck in this hell I didn't choose Counting the cracks Nothing to lose Every damn day feels the same old way But I'm still breathing Still cursing my name I'm stuck in this hell Can't find the door Praying for less Not even more If there's a way out I can't tell So I lie here Stuck in this hell [Bridge] If this is all that I've got left One more night One more breath I'll mark each day in tiny lines On my wrist Not skin Just in my mind (oh) If tomorrow looks like today I'll still drag my bones anyway 'Til the lock gives way Or the walls fall down Or I learn to live in this haunted town [Chorus] I'm stuck in this hell I didn't choose Counting the cracks Nothing to lose Every damn day feels the same old way But I'm still breathing Still saying my name I'm stuck in this hell Can't find the door Praying for less Not even more If there's a way out I can't tell So I sing it Stuck in this hell
