[Intro: The Frustration] [Fast, tense 7/8 hi-hat ticking] [Warm, complex jazz fusion chords played on a clean guitar, slightly out of phase] [A heavy, anxious bassline pacing back and forth] [Movement I: The Page] [Vocal: Close-mic breathy whisper, incredibly dry and intimate, slightly trembling] Biting the inside of my cheek until it tastes like copper. White knuckles gripping the edge of the kitchen table. Staring at the blank lines on the page. Pressing the pen down until the paper rips to shit. I am so terrible at saying this out loud. [The Swell: Building Tension] [Drums become erratic, heavy snare ghost notes] [Clean guitars start bending out of tune] [Movement II: The Pacing] [Vocal: Haunting melodic tenor, rising in pitch, strained and urgent] My chest is a cage and the ribs are bending outward! I'm wearing holes into the fucking floor! I keep swallowing the sentences before they hit my teeth! I don't know how to put this into the right lines! It is too loud in my own head! [The Snap: Total Analog Chaos] [Absolute sonic assault. No warning.] [Blast beats, screeching guitar feedback, crushing 7/8 math metal distortion] [Vocal: Tenor pushed into a raw, desperate, aggressive belt] FUCK! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! IT FEELS LIKE A CAR CRASH IN MY VEINS! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! TEARING THE STEERING WHEEL OFF THE COLUMN Again! [Sudden Vacuum] [The heavy instruments cut out instantly] [Just the heavy, anxious bass groove and the fast hi-hat] [Movement III: The Confession] [Vocal: Breathy whisper, exhausted but deliberate, dragging behind the beat] I chew the words until my mouth bleeds. But I'm not going anywhere. I'm sitting right here. At the table. [The Final Crush] [Tempo drops into half-time, agonizingly slow and heavy] [Massive, sludgy guitar chords hitting on the one] [Vocal: Tenor belting at maximum volume] I FUCKING LOVE YOU! I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO SAY IT! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! [Outro] [A single dissonant guitar chord rings out and immediately cuts to silence] [Vocal: Close-mic whisper, very quiet] Fuck. [Hard Cut]
