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Losing My Soul

V5.5

[Verse 1] They say they’d give the sun, moon, and every star in space But I loved you like a palace, till every chalice held your taste I’m tired of chasing signs that never seem to show The way we must have branched Apart since we learned to grow I’d have walked with you without a care, whatever the path I still remember that fragile cackle you hold in your laugh Like an angelic choir was a sour note away from what fell… Down Like you came from deep inside the pits of hell [Pre-Chorus] A madness they dared to say But I knew it all too well No… you weren’t born that way You were never a monster they just want you to act that way [Chorus] Open the door Open the door I’m tired of standing out in the cold Open the door Open the door I’m tired of waiting, I’m losing hold (Open the door) [Verse 2] That’s why you can’t even look me in the eye ’Cause you’re afraid of who I’ll be They say stains will keep you ashamed Or maybe that’s all I’ll ever be [break] Fuck it, I guess I’m not anymore I’m tired of standing outside… WILL YOU OPEN THE FUCKING door!?!?!? …I’m tired of this waiting As if life can just pause It’s like the only thing reality truly held… …Was Murphy’s laws!! [Pre-Chorus] Open the door Or watch me walk away I’m tired of standing out in the rain While y’all are warm at play I put so much work in I cut off parts of my soul I played the hymns of David And burned that damned deck… …whole! [Chorus] Open the door Open the door I’m tired of standing out in the cold Open the door Open the door I’m tired of waiting, I’m losing hold (Open the door) [Bridge] When I drew the sacred fool I leaped from cliffs Swan-dived like a fallen star I roared for the freedom of my people, No matter who they are! So put up or shut up I won’t waste my time Call it an ultimatum I called it wasted breath Cuz You’d rather watch me die Than ever face my death!!! [Final Chorus] Open the door Open the door I’m tired of standing out in the cold!! Open the door Open the door I’m tired of waiting, I’m losing my soul! [pause] Maybe my yell shakes the heavens But I won’t play like you ain’t mine (Open the door) It’s time.