Spare Me

Spare Me Spare Me I cheered when you came through the gates an called you relief when I couldnt feel safe an I wore your chains cos they came with a cape an they made me feel strong they made me feel brave but now youre stood over me asking for my blood to drain Spare Me please Spare Me I fed you my life when you walked in an called your poison a beautiful pain but Im down in the dust again with my hands shielding my face an Im begging you not to finish this game Spare Me I cheered when you came through the gates an called you relief when I couldnt feel safe an I wore your chains cos they came with a cape an they made me feel strong they made me feel brave Im not asking you to love me this time Im asking you to leave I feel dirty cos I let you hold me when the world couldnt reach but I called you holy when you only came to bleed me an its about time I put my hands up saying you dont complete me I aint gonna pay forever for the nights that I was needy an the smoke turned the relief into something that defeats me Spare Me I cheered when you came through the gates an called you relief when I couldnt feel safe an I wore your chains cos they came with a cape an they made me feel strong they made me feel brave I dont wanna have to fight you I dont wanna need to be brave I dont wanna have to stand up I dont wanna need to be saved I just need one second where you lower the flame I just need one breath that you dont take away Spare Me please Spare Me Spare Me please Spare Me Spare Me I cheered when you came through the gates an called you relief when I couldnt feel safe an I wore your chains cos they came with a cape an they made me feel strong they made me feel brave