┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ © 2026 PRECISION │ │ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED │ │ COPYRIGHTED WORK │ │ SUNO REUSE: FORBIDDEN │ └───────────────────────────────┘ Hook: Used to have faith but now I'm questioning everything Walls up high, heart locked tight, what will tomorrow bring Got so much love to give but scared of what it might leave Maybe someday I'll find peace, hear that freedom ring Verse 1: Lay awake at 3 AM, mind runnin' laps again Thinkin' 'bout the version of me before the damage set in Used to wear my heart out loud, now I keep it locked within 'Cause the ones I trusted most were the ones who did me in She was kissin' on my neck while she was creepin' with two men Smiled right in my face, said she loved me, said amen Now every time a woman gets close I see it happenin' again Guard goes up automatically, can't let 'em past my skin Don't mistake my silence for weakness, I been buildin' discipline Watched my own foundation crack, had to rebuild from the end Don't need nobody savin' me, I ain't that type of friend Rather stand alone in truth than kneel and just pretend Marriage, fairy tales, happily ever after, nah, that's pretend Reality don't bend for dreams, watched too many stories end So I killed the expectations 'fore they killed me first again Sealed the wound up tight, moved forward, never looked back then Hook: Used to have faith but now I'm questioning everything Walls up high, heart locked tight, what will tomorrow bring Got so much love to give but scared of what it might leave Maybe someday I'll find peace, hear that freedom ring Verse 2: I got love so deep it scares them, that's the honest truth But every time I try to give it, something takes the proof Watched the people closest leave without a word or truce Now my heart's a fortress, double-locked, roof bulletproof Don't do Tinder, don't do filters, don't do fake pursuit Want something real or nothing, middle ground don't compute Think less of myself sometimes, yeah I know that's not cute But at least I'm self-aware enough to call it at the root Loneliness don't scare me like it used to, I'ma shoot Straight from the gut, I'm my own company, my own salute Rather be alone and whole than loved and left acute Relationships start beautiful then wither at the shoot Three months in she's different, six months love's in dispute I know the cycle, seen it play, I know the whole route So I stay inside my lane, stay focused on my loot Working on myself in silence, that's my substitute When I love, I love with everything, no halfway, absolute That energy ain't wasted, it's just waitin' on the fruit Hook: Used to have faith but now I'm questioning everything Walls up high, heart locked tight, what will tomorrow bring Got so much love to give but scared of what it might leave Maybe someday I'll find peace, hear that freedom ring Verse 3: People see the surface, think they know what's underneath But they only see the armor, never see the man who grieves Smile in every room I enter, nobody knows I barely breathe Carry weight that would crush others, wear it like a sleeve Don't go runnin' to nobody when my chest starts to heave Sit alone and process pain like it's something I achieve Learned real quick that opening up just gives people leave To use your story against you when it's time for them to leave So I mastered being silent, mastered how to just believe In the only constant thing I got, just me and my own creed Don't need validation, claps, or someone else to co-sign me Everything I built I built alone, that's how it's gonna be But I catch myself sometimes wishin' someone really saw me Not the strong version, not the front, the real unfiltered me Someone who could sit inside the quiet and just let me be Not try to fix the broken parts or turn away and flee That's the love I'm talkin' 'bout, the kind that runs so deep Not performative, not temporary, not just words that's cheap Someone who could match my loyalty, somebody worth the leap But till then I hold my own hand every night before I sleep Guard my peace like sacred ground, don't let nobody creep Past the line I set myself, my soul ain't yours to keep I been through the fire twice, I don't burn the same no more Came out harder, came out wiser, came out knowing my own score Don't confuse my healing silence for a man who's keeping score I'm just building something solid on a foundation that's more sure Extended Hook: Used to have faith but now I'm questioning everything Walls up high, heart locked tight, what will tomorrow bring Got so much love to give but scared of what it might leave Maybe someday I'll find peace, hear that freedom ring ┌───────────────────────────────┐ │ © 2026 PRECISION │ │ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED │ │ COPYRIGHTED WORK │ │ SUNO REUSE: FORBIDDEN │ └───────────────────────────────┘
