[Intro - Lo-fi rain ambience and melancholic piano] (Ooh, ooh) (Come closer... no, stay away) [Verse 1] There’s a shadow hiding in the dark A critical mind picking you apart I analyze the way you speak, the way you breathe Looking for the signs that you’re about to leave My anxiety is climbing, hitting six-point-seven Is this hell or is this heaven? [Pre-Chorus] I dont want you close, (but) I need the heat But safety feels like a dangerous street Deep down I believe you're gonna turn and go My heart is a chaotic show [Chorus] I hate you, no, I love you, please don't go I’m caught in the undertow I pull you in then I push you back Defending my heart from a phantom attack It’s the orbit of fear, the orbit of need I’m bleeding out while I beg you to bleed [Verse 2] Trying hard to balance on the scale But the trust is fragile, bound to fail I act clingy, then I turn to stone Dismissive, aloof, better off alone I’m dissociated, floating in the space Scanning for a threat upon your face [Bridge - Building Tension, distortion enters] The source of my safety is the source of my fear That’s why I panic when you get too near Chaotic patterns, repeating the past Built a house of mirrors and it’s shattering fast [Guitar Solo - Melancholic and distorted] [Chorus] I hate you, no, I love you, please don't go I’m caught in the undertow I pull you in then I push you back Defending my heart from a phantom attack It’s the orbit of fear, the orbit of need I’m bleeding out while I beg you to bleed [Outro] (I’m not worthy, I’m not worthy) Just hold me... (No, let me go) [Fade to silence] [End]
