[Verse 1] I love too hard, I feel too deep, I lose my balance when you try to leave. One little silence turns to fear, I need you close, I need you here. I build you up inside my mind, Then hate myself for being blind. I know you’re there, I know you stay, But my head tells me you’ll walk away. [Pre-Chorus] I’m caught between the love and doubt, I pull you in, then push you out. [Chorus] I’m too much, or so it seems, Drowning in my own extremes. One minute I’m okay, next I’m falling, Hearing every fear start calling. I wish my heart could just be still, Instead it bends against my will. I’m trying hard to understand The person I am when I can’t understand. [Verse 2] I read your messages late at night, Looking for a reason to start a fight. A different tone, a different word, And suddenly my whole world hurts. I don’t want to make you run, I just don’t know what I’ve become. I’m scared that loving me means pain, So I push you out, then pull again. [Pre-Chorus] I’m caught between the love and doubt, I pull you in, then push you out. [Chorus] I’m too much, or so it seems, Drowning in my own extremes. One minute I’m okay, next I’m falling, Hearing every fear start calling. I wish my heart could just be still, Instead it bends against my will. I’m trying hard to understand The person I am when I can’t understand. [Bridge] Maybe I’m a storm without an end, Breaking every heart I try to mend. I lose myself in what I feel, Not knowing which of me is real. I’m terrified you’ll disappear, So I make you leave before you’re gone from here. [Outro] I’m too much, I always knew, A different me in every room. I love like fire, I fear like rain, And every high comes back as pain. I wish I could turn my feelings down, But they’re the loudest fucking sound.
