another night has come and gone I shut the door where dreams belong been fighting death for way too long and I can tell I’m losing dreamed too much, lost track of time hours fade and blur my mind don’t know what I’m worth this time I know I’m breaking, but today feels like another yesterday lost inside thoughts that never change and I keep asking what you really trust what you think, or what you see only progress up and down never enough to pull me out not even all the saints around could save me from these moments now half asleep, I wonder if It would be better just like this to fall back under, disappear to run away from being here I wake up asking who am I am I too late, what time is right? there’s a notification on my phone but what’s it even telling me? today feels like another yesterday lost inside thoughts that never change and I keep asking what you really trust what you think, or what you see only progress up and down never enough to pull me out not even all the saints around could save me from these moments now