Its Bando muthafucka.. I might appear to be right here but mentally Im so far gone been out my mind searching for peace for so long just hoping 2 find a Lil bit a piece but I honestly don't think that shit exists, lifes a bitch and then u die thats all u get no wonder why I feel like I got to get high. cuz that's the closest I get to ever feeling alive and I don't care if you like it bitches for me I'm just trying to survive you can judge all you want throw your rocks and then hide your hands whatever makes you feel righteous my man I get it I understand everybody got their own way of coping And yes I've also tried praying So what you be saved one step closer to Heaven's Gate do your best to keep your faith by any means whatever it takes but right now I'm really going through it you got to be busy cuz I'm not hearing back so let me vent let me get it off my mind my soul needs to rest I'm better off alone on my own I confess meant to be alone going to always end up on my own I will be alone because obviously I am meant to be alone I get it now I know I was meant to be alone all by myself all alone on my own I get it now I get it I get it can't nobody stay around me for too long I said can't nobody stay around for me too long I know there's nobody stay around me too long I guess I was just meant to be alone meant to be alone I was meant to be alone down because I really meant to be alone don't nobody don't nobody stay around for long I said don't nobody don't nobody stay around Bando for long I guess this is what the people meant when they spoke on Rolling Stone I guess I'm just the Rolling Stone And I don't like myself so I can't blame them for keep on pushing on If I could do it myself I'll leave myself in the past leave me all alone I guess I can't blame on Meant to be alone It's a burden in my soul It's hurting only let it show when I'm all on my own don't nobody really know the real man though I would meant to be alone But wish it was so different but I can't switch how The guilt The push away Come back run away come back run away that shit's so exhausting The price you pay But you're not Content with who you with or who you are A lot a lot of things I would go back at you already know you're gonna need to say the same day it's predicable On let it be I guess this let it be Be I guess this is better be We should have had a way to turn me into a better me This isn't the way that I chose to be I never really wanted to feel so lonely Push everybody This sad For the reason I want to be judging me Was the problem with them It was deep down inside I wasn't fucking with me They say the truth is set you free they lied Gonna try to tell the truth and people try to run and hide I ain't even mad because I can see why I would meant to be alone I was meant to be alone I guess I was just destined to be a Rolling Stone Roll because anywhere you go you know you don't belong going anywhere and everywhere all Orlando all on his own but he was meant to be alone Came into the world All So When I don't talk too much U Don't talk too much To the cold never fall in the dust like Oh lord that's a gangster I trust the gang I keep it clean. Silent with wind focus on dream. Never tell for a temporary rush. Stand on the word that I trust. I stand on the word. I see f when the pressure real one move quiet. It ain't about the image of look online. It's about stay when the stars don't shine. Trust ain't g with my soul It's hurting only let it show when I'm all on my own don't nobody really know the real man though I would meant to be alone But wish it was so different but I can't switch how The guilt The push away Come back run away come back run away that shit's so the truth and people try to run and hide I ain't even mad because I can see why I would meant to be alone I was meant to be alone I guess I was just destined 2 be a Rolling Stone Roll on I know I've been hard to read I stay out of people's face I know I've been hard to read, but I don't think so Go easy on me Easy on me. I've been carrying weight. I don't show. but my heart moving slow. I love too deep. I fall too free If I break sometimes, be easy on me. Easy on me. Think I learned love the hard way. Gave on my life. Still lost my way. Im still trying 2 b if I crack tonight. Be easy on me. I've been running from mirror. Scared of what I see. Talk big game but my silence louder than me. I got scars I don't post. Pain I dont tweet. Heart cold as December. Mine hot as the streets. I gave trust like loose change. Spin it too fast. Every love felt real till it turned to the past. They say time heals wounds. I say time just hides.Put a smile on the wound. Let the hurt survive. I know I messed up. I know I've been wrong. I chase the night just to out run. If I ask for grace, I aint asking for free. Just slow down your judgment. B E Z on me EZ on me I've been carrying weight. I don't show Smiles on my face, but my heart moving slow I love 2 deep (Bando7) God b Ez on me
