give me a reason give me a sign something that makes me feel alive (i stick my fingers in my ears) (anytime they scream again) (i bottle up all i think) (i know i would just make it worse) it’d be nice to feel something i have never felt before id be nice to be someone i knew who is wanted i can read all your social cues but i never know just what to say CAN YOU PROMISE ME THERE IS A PURPOSE BEYOND I FEEL LIKE I DONT MATTER AT ALL HOW CAN EVERYONE JUST WALK AWAY HOW CAN I BE THE ONLY ONE THE ONLY ONE i look in the mirror i see a broken man i do my best to change instead all the pity in the world cant save me but i feel like nothing can i can change every single thing become ten times the man i was and even then nothing makes me closer to us nothing makes me closer to us CAN YOU PROMISE ME THERE IS A PURPOSE BEYOND I FEEL LIKE I DONT MATTER AT ALL HOW CAN EVERYONE JUST WALK AWAY HOW CAN I BE THE ONLY ONE THE ONLY ONE ALONE i have seen everyone pass me in every way and every single change it just falls on my face all i can do is lose the ones i kept how can i be so inept (im nice to have around) (but nobody can miss me) (im funny when no ones around) (no one who wants me) CAREFUL NOW YOU MIGHT JUST DROWN IN YOUR RAIN OF HATE EVERY SINGLE THING I SAY YOU KNOW YOU CAN NEVER CHANGE THIS IS YOU THEY ALL SAY WE DONT WANT YOU TO EVER CHANGE AND AS MUCH AS I LOVE TO HEAR THEM ALL SAY THATS WHEN THEY LEAVE AND WALK AWAY so im not good enough to hold not wise enough to teach not someone anyone would like to be IM THERE IF YOU NEED ME BUT WHO IS THERE FOR ME I HAVE BEEN FEELING DOWN FOR WEEKS WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU SOMEONE WHO KNOWS MY PURPOSE BEYOND WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU SOMEONE TO HELP ME SOMEONE TO BE WITH SOMEONE TO HELP ME FIT WITH YOU
