The clock has teeth that chew the day, I pay the hours, they take their pay. Boots worn thin on a crooked road, the ledger fills with debt and load. Gravel in the throat from years of breath, a throat that hoarded work and debt. Hands that gave and hands that bled, callused maps of a life I’ve led. This life will be the death of me, not one dark night but slow decay. I’ve been my own undoing on display, this life will be the death of me. The mattress still holds the shape I leave The linen whispers lies like someone is there The children’s echoes fade away A lifetime erodes into decay Love will take you by degrees, it breaks the bone, it steals belief. A kiss, a quarrel, a midnight vow, each one a notch, a vow disavowed. This life will be the death of me, a thousand small betrayals done. I fed the world my symmetry, now hunger comes to claim its sum. Not a thunderbolt, not a curse, just steady work and the body grows worse. You think you’ll rest, you think you’ll win, but living carves the soul thin. The spine bends low, the shoulders crack, years of burden won’t give them back. Each step I take, the ground complains, the marrow groans beneath the strain. Friends grow smaller in my life, their laughter thins to thinner air. I pile the nights like kindling wood, To steal some warmth, though it did me no good. This life will be the death of me, not lightning’s strike but slow attrition. I’ve lived in debt and memory, and paid in blood for that admission. I’ve knelt at beds that taught me this: there’s nothing holy in the end, only hands that finish what we started, and names that stop being friends. I’ve worn grief like a second skin, kept embers burning my empty throat, The aches collect like unpaid dues, The grave calls to me as it calls for you. This life will be the death of me, I know the route, I’ve walked the map. No sermon here, no mercy plea, This life will be the death of me.